Tease me not!

Recently a situation has occured on multiple occasions. The main issue with this situation has to do with teasing. Now i don't mind a little teasing every once in a while, but sometimes it is not good for one's heart. This girl that i will keep annonymous knows exactly what i'm talking about. When you do this it gives me butterflies deep inside, but then shatters whole my whole universe. That universe is still in wait for that which has been presented before me. That is all.. BYE BYE

Glee

Ok this subject might be a little touchy for some people, but deal with it. I watch glee i will admit it, and a lot of the time i don't agree with what they promote on the show, especially promoting so much gays. And after a conversation i was a part of in one of my classes, it got me thinking why do i support and watch something that promotes something i disagree with very much? And my answer to that is i don't know, but i will no longer watch it. My opinion is being gay is a choice and choosing to be gay is against what i believe, and if you wanna say i'm wrong or mean for saying that go ahead i honestly could care less, and this show promotes it way too much for my liking and i'm done with it.

Lying

Well recently i have noticed people have been lying a lot. And i'm kind of the target on it. I just wanna say if you lie to me u better be good at it, because i'm not stupid. I can tell when people are lying, it isn't that hard. I think the next step is to just start calling people out on it, make them look stupid. Instead of lying and saying oh i'm going to bed or i'm going to go do something just say you don't wanna talk anymore, or i'm not in the mood to do that, i know being honest sooo hard for some people but when people lie it makes them look like fools.. that is all

ya..that sucks

so this isn't me complaining just some things that i can look at and say..ya..that sucks.
the vending machine is out of PB twix..ya..that sucks
I get a new driver and realize i can't hit a driver..ya..that sucks
gonzaga loses to byu..ya..that sucks
the friend zone..ya..that sucks
someone telling you they don't want to be in a relationship right now and u turn around and they are in one..ya..that sucks
stupid immature people..ya..that sucks
playing golf in the wind..ya..that sucks

anyways life is good right now..i can't complain just some things are buggin me lately..hope everyone is doing good..back in rexburg in a week.

its been a while..

ok so it has been almost a year since i last did this, so just an update..i have finished two semesters of school, and now i'm back at home working. I guess the main thing that i have learned over the past year is that some things in this life i really have no control over. But lately i have realized that some things i do have control over and that i just need to work harder at it. But i have learned that family and friends are the most important thing. And being in rexburg the past year i have become closer with people that i wished i would have a long time ago. Especially my brother, and my roomate. Watching them and what they are doing has made me want to work harder for what i want. so here is to a new year

Best Friends

Best Friends are hard to come by. But when you find one, or two, or three, don't let them go. Recently I've found that the ones I have are really the best. Ya there's sometimes where i just want to take their head off but you know that is all because I care for them so much. They know everything thing about you, what you like what you don't like and that is because they care about you, and want to be there for you. I know with my friends, I never want to lose them, and no matter what i say or what i do I am always gonna be there for them and i hope it's likewise with them.

Changing

This is really something that really gets to me. And that is people changing. First off here is my opinion. People shouldn't change who they are. But can change how they view life and the future. I have done it. On my mission i was changing who i was, and i almost came home. That is when i decided to never change who i was but i just changed on how i looked at life. I've seen so many people change who they are because of other people, mainly because of people of the opposite sex. I'm just gonna use guys as an example. I've seen so many guys change who they are because of a girl or girls. And i am not blaming this on girls because everyone can choose for themselves what they do. When i see that it just reminds me that whoever i meet i want to continue to be myself around them and they will accept that and love me for that. I thought i found someone like that..but that is a story in itself..which i won't go there. But change happens but i don't think anyone should ever change who they are, just how they view life.